sorry’s

sorry for constantly fucking up

sorry for being a burden

sorry for adding unnecessary stress to your life

sorry for making things harder

sorry for being dumb and naive

sorry for wanting to trust people

sorry for wanting to try and think that people will like me

sorry for thinking that you would even try to understand the stress I’m going through on a daily basis

sorry for believing that you would even try to be understanding

sorry for thinking that you would stop saying mean things to me

sorry for believing that you would even want to understand where i was coming from

sorry for thinking that you’d stop for a second to let me tell you how I’ve been feeling

to tell you how depressed I’ve been

to tell you how sad and disappointed I’ve been

but it seems like you can never see past your struggle and you make me feel like all you care about is yourself

you say that i don’t seem appreciative but you don‘t get it.

no matter what you say or do

you‘re never going to get it

you try to empathize with me and try to feel sorry for me but it’s just not enough.