what if i kissed you? would you back away like i was a hot pan or would you melt into me like i was honey
am i melting that icy heart of yours?
it seems like lately anytime i come near you it’s like you can’t wait to get further away from me but yet somehow you’re always next to me
everywhere i look, you’re there
you touch me and i feel something, do you feel it too?
it’s a stirring feeling in my stomach that makes me feel so uneasy, it’s a feeling that makes my head spin and my body vibrate
i’d tell you how many days and nights i shamelessly dreamt about kissing you. nothing crazy, just a simple kiss, one so simple that i’d have no choice but to ask myself is this real?
what if i held your hand? in a sea of people would you drop it and lose me or would you hold onto it for dear life?
i could easily tell you right now i’d go a thousand miles, to the end of the earth to find you if it meant my hand could slip back into yours
if it meant that i could see you smile at me one more time and get hopelessly lost in it
i’d say that holding your hand is a dream i shamelessly think about too but i’d never know if you felt that way
but what can i say? i’m a dreamer and you’ve infiltrated my dreams to the point of no return
have i shown up in your dreams yet? have i slithered into your mind like you did mine? like a parasite you made a home in a tiny dark corner and i’ve become obsessed with it
i close my eyes and there you are, i open my eyes and there you are
if you could read my mind, you’d see it’s full of you
what if you decided to give me a chance? the love and care that i could give to you- would you throw it away like an old rag or would you cherish it like it’s your most prized possession
i have my own idea of love and i know that i could give it you, i’d give the world to you if i could; if you let me
what if you let me? what if you let me give that to you?
what if you let me say i love you? can i say that to you? i love you, i love you, i love you
can i say it again? will you let me say it again? can you beg me to say it again?
or is it too taboo, too overwhelming for me to say, too overwhelming for you to hear- so much so that you would run to the ends of the earth to rid yourself of me… do you hate me that much? do i unnerve you to the point of no return?
i’ve prepared myself to be completely and utterly devastated by you
to become utterly and completely consumed by you that i don’t exist anymore because i care about your feelings more than i care about my own but you haven't even met me half way yet
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