habits

it’s become a habit of mine to lie

to steal

to cheat

to not give a fuck

it’s become a habit of mine to sleep all day

hoping that maybe one day I’ll wake and feel rested

hoping that there won’t be any confrontations with that one

it’s become a habit of mine to go to sleep at 4am

to finally become friends with my demons and accept them for who they are

it’s become a habit of mine to fake it but i never make it.