book

we kissed behind a book in class

the anxiety settling in the deepest pits of my chest

i felt your hand grip my chin and caress my cheek, how I long for that feeling now. 

the anxiety finally leaving my chest once your lips found a home on mine

the tightness in my stomach releasing 

the calm flushing through me

you kissed her behind a book in class

little did I know that she felt the same thing I did

the anxiety, the nervousness, the calm